sumpahku~

stelah ape yg terjadi, saya kena repeat paper... saye belajar satu benda drpd sini.

sangat sakit utk fail. saya dah rasa. dan kesakitan ini membuatkan saya lebih bersemangat utk menempuh hari2 yg seterusnya. *dah start buat notes microb tawh!

memang sakit gile fail bila tgk kawan2 dgn mudah melangkah ke second year, pegi clinical posting la ape la. tapi saye stuck kat library baca buku.

bila nak exam tu kire mcm antara hidup dan mati. menggigil jawab exam. serius. benda ni ada hikmah. Allah nak mengajar.

so insyaAllah, takkan berulang kesilapan yg sama. dan tgh aim utk DISTINCTION for the second year. beware guys! ZAIRA kini kembali. the one that used to be very bersemangat. kini dah bersemangat. mencabar kawan2 yg belum rasa mcmane sakitnye fail nih. *gile kejam. tapi slagi tak dicabar, kita slalu lupa kan?


hehe. sampai sini je celoteh. yg penting, ZAIRA IS BACK!

*ni la pos aku kat protal forum IMS.
untuk membuatkan diri ini sentiasa ingat dgn perjanjian aku dgn diri sendiri maka aku letak kat blog ni.

insyaAllah. Allah sentiasa berlaku adil ke atas hambanya yg berusaha. amin~~ :)

Allah menguji.

bismillah...



saya tak sihat. saya demam + selsema. saya tak suka. tapi Allah tengah meringankan dosa. *redha hidung mcm nak tercabut. berair2. :( not happy.



hari ni hari first pegi practical pharmacology. lecturer tu menakutkan saya! cara dia bercakap mmg mcm saya dah masuk dalam benda yg sgt serius. boleh mati ooo patient kalau salah bagi ubat! *sape suruh amik medic??????



kami mmg dah melangkah masuk ke dalam something serious and big. kami bakal2 doktor. *gile scary statement tadi.



skarang hidup lebih hectic. lebih penat. lebih @#$%^! *dugaan masa belajar. lepas jadi doktor lagi teruk ye kawan2? bak kata abg faizal. "BURUH PROFESSIONAL"



we are going to save lives. the path is not easy. if not that, we are going to kill, not saving. "NOBLEST profession on earth." kata lecturer forensic pagi tadi.

*tgh reflect diri. cukup ke ilmu aku nak jadi doktor yg baik? layakkah aku? *termenung sendiri.

tension!!!

faham tak mcmane perasaan bila baca buku, tapi rasa mcm tak faham ape2??

mcm tu la perasaanku bila baca pharmacology.

urghhhh!!

sick of this. i'm not born for this kot. haihh...

The Benefit of The Qur'an

Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) said: 'When a man dies and his relatives are busy in funeral, there stands an extremely handsome man by his head. When the dead body is shrouded, that man gets in between the shroud and the chest of the deceased.



after the burial, everyone went home. 2 angels, Mungkar and Nakir, come to the grave and try to push the handsome man away, so that they can question the dead man. but the handsome guy said, "He is my companion, he is a friend. i will not leave him alone even though anything happens. if you are here to ask, do your job. i cannot leave him until he is admitted to The Heaven...


Thereafter he turns to his dead companion and says, 'I am the Qur'an, which you used to read, sometimes in a loud voice and sometimes in a low voice. Do not worry. After the interrogation of Munkar and Naker, you will have no grief.'


When the interrogation is over, the handsome man arranges for him from Al-Mala'ul A'laa (the angels in Heaven) silk bedding filled with musk.



Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) said: 'On the Day of Judgement, before Allah, no other Intercessor will have a greater status than the Qur'an, neither a Prophet nor an angel.'



May Allah bestow this favour on all of us.

my first time wearing a hijab

boycott facebook on 24th october.

let’s boycott facebook on 24th october of having group “quran toilet roll”. muslims be united!! it’s our first move to clean our image as muslims. our name has become very bad enough now.

muslims be united!!!

*Quran is our Holy Book. people from other religion should respect other religion also. religion is NOT something to play with. it is way of life. insulting our religion is like insulting the people in it.

MARKSMAN sasaranku.

bismillah.

ini moto baru dalam hidup aku. sesuai dgn jiwa military yg bersembunyi di bawah tudung dan black abaya yg slalu ku pakai.

meh aku kenalkan korang dgn marksman- menurut wikipedia,

A marksman is a person who is skilled in precision shooting, using projectile weapons, such as with a rifle but most commonly with a sniper rifle, to shoot at small long-range targets. In the military, marksmen are sometimes attached to an infantry squad where they take accurate long-range shots at valuable targets as needed, thus extending the reach of the squad.

dalam erti kata lain, penembak tepat la. sharpshooter.

first time aku nampak moto ni waktu aku blaja kat mrsm terendak dulu. mrsm terendak is located in a military camp, terendak. one of the largest military camp in malaysia. sbnarnya mmg jiwa ini cukup suka berada dlm kem2 askar. i feel like i'm belonged there. (poyo je, anak askar la katekan..)

actually i love the surroundings. rasa selamat. orang nak keluar masuk kem pun kena serah IC. kalau pegawai kluar masuk, MP kena tabik hormat, beb! so kes2 yg blaku kat tempat2 awam, tak byk berlaku dlm kem2 askar mcm nih.

dan dulu2, teringat... mase tengah exam, sunyi sepi, tiba2 bunyi peluru sana-sini. bom sana, bom sini. seronok. dengar bunyi latihan menembak askar2 dlm kem tu. most probably kat lapangsasar 10 briged kot. paling dkt dgn maktab aku tu. helicopter pun mendarat kat sbelah rumah warden kitorg taw! bunyi helicopter terbang rendah pun bagi semangat. semangat gilerhhh! jawab exam pun tak ngantok. segar je. *senyum

pastu kalau hujung minggu, semua wajib berkawad kat padang. (part ni mmg faveret.) kalau ade putera2 yg lambat turun padang, diorg kena hell. ade jurulatih jasmani military yg conduct. memikirkan latihan2 mcm ni mmg takde kat mrsm lain. rasa blaja kat situ sgt special. sbb mrsm terendak ni dari segi infrastructur dan ko-kurikulum byk terlibat dgn askar. cuma management dijalankan oleh MARA.

pastu tgh2 kawad tu pulak, tengok kat luar pagar, ade abang2 askar berkawad, aku jadi bertambah semangat. huuu. rindu mrsm terendak. tempat aku dilahirkan jadi insan berguna.

byk kenangan manis kat situ. yg mematangkan aku.

ni ade sedikit buah tangan utk pembaca blog aku kali ni. *senyum* teringat kenangan sewaktu join pkbm dulu dan masuk acara menembak M-16. pemenang tempat ke-6 taw dalam Melaka! *jangan pandang rendah kat awek2 kat luar sane. maybe mereka sama mcm aku.

acara ni acara jatuh piring. yg mane, semua penembak perlu bersedia sebelum berlari 100 meter ke hadapan. setelah sampai, semua meniarap dan bersiap sedia utk menembak piring2 yg ade kat depan tuh. sape yg paling byk menjatuhkan piring, kira juara la.

sedia...

go!

lari sampai mencungap2 dulu.

meniarap. and tembak piring2 tu.

*rindu dgn jurulatih2 pkbm yg byk bagi tunjuk ajar. walau kadang2 tu kena sekeh sana, sekeh sini, tetap rindu. sebab mereka yg membentuk aku sbgai zaira yg skarang ini. *jiwa kental. hehe.

satu hari nanti aku akan kembali ke sana. maybe sebagai military doctor. AMIN.

PICTURE TAKEN FROM http://jasonmumbles.com/2006/07/the-day-jason-handled-a-steyr-aug